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The Graduates
While reading the last “Vanity Fair”, I learned that the making of “The Graduate” wasn’t as easy as its success, but an odyssey of faith and spirit instead. The book had been a failure, the director was still unknown, and the topic, a scandal. It had been described as the bad version of “The Catcher in the Rye”, because of the similarities between the main characters: two young boys who come from a privileged part of society, but have decided to be outsiders.
When Mike Nichols had to decide on the cast of the movie, he picked the unknown Dustin Hoffman, for his ethnic look. It had to be someone who could understand how is to be in both sides. How is to be the son of a wealthy family, and still be a reject. Hoffman, a Jewish young man who had isolated himself from Hollywood and had gone to the Jewish New York instead, was to become he symbol of the mainstream outsiders. The ones who are inside the privileged part of society, but are still aliens. So in this suburban life, in a world where the word future (or plastics, in this case) is the key, he goes on defying universal taboos such as sleeping with a mother and marrying the daughter.
We’re all graduates at some point of our life. We’re all Benjamin Braddok, in the blue pool, floating on our future without knowing what we’ll do after having finished this traditional ritual of graduating. We’re all Mrs Robinson, every time we fear that it’s too late for us, that our life has been taken from as and we’re doomed. And finally, we’re all Elaine Robinson too. When we, having being whatever we’ve been in life, are able to run away in a yellow bus dressed up as a bride, with the one who woke us up, just because we finally had the guts to. Whatever or whoever we did or were. Even if we were the prettiest girl in the neighbourhood.
Sunday Morning
As I was walking through Ibn Gvirol the other day, something amazing happened. I heard it. I’m not much of a believer, but when I heard it, I believed it. “Watch out, the worlds behind you”, is what he said, and I knew he was right. I understood what life is all about.
It’s not so common to be walking and have The Velvet Underground as your personal soundtrack, coming from a falafel store, from some pizza place, from some radio of a worker who’s tired of digging holes for you to drive smoothly and feel like you’re flying. I felt as if I was trapped in a Wes Anderson movie, and I was walking in slow motion, being watched by someone who was listening to Sunday Morning inside his head.
Having Lou Reed speaking to you is the best sign that you can ever get. Even when you’re not in some NYC bar in the 60’s, even when you fell in love with Basquiat and hated Andy Warhol like a jealous wife, even when you weren’t there to see the street art of Gordon Matta-Clark and the beatniks, hippies, communists, and cursed rock & roll poets who left their traces from coast to coast.
So when some days ago, he spoke to me, I knew it meant something. And I pictured Gwyneth Paltrow, with her fur coat, thinking about how she has been out walking, thinking about the things she forgot to do. And I pictured Franny Glass in her Upper West Side apartment, reading “The way of a Pilgrim” and repeating things in her mind as if they were mantras. And I pictured myself, walking through Ibn Gvirol in slow motion, thinking of all the streets I had crossed not so long ago.